Amateur Baker

Friday, September 26, 2008

It's my off day today, and it bloody hell have to be a rainy day.....does this spell doom or something???

Seriously, I'm not very optimistic about the events later, whether would it be even materialize is another big question......

Well, I can remain cheerful and stuff but I'm actually quite a pessimist. I'm fearful of disappointment and shocks....that's why I can never afford to be an optimist. I'm afraid that I might not be able to take it if things do not turn out the way I've expected....Therefore, being pessimistic is really the thing for me. Firstly, I can be mentally prepared for the worst....though no doubt I'll still feel bad about things. Secondly, if I'm wrong, I'll be greeted with mostly pleasant surprises So it's a pretty good deal I have to say...

For now, I'm just sitting in front of the computer waiting for time to pass...there's really nothing that I can do now but just sit and pray..... Just like what Celine sang in Ten Days "And all that I can do is pray and pray" I also don't know what am I praying for.....praying that nothing goes wrong, praying that there's no accidents/incidents, praying that things will go smoothly as 'planned', praying that that I won't be the one involve in the incident 2 years later.....I'll tell you guys more about the '2 years later' incident....

All I can say is, it has really been a bad week for me, feeling frustrated and irritated throughout, but maybe it's just my own insecurities...

|Shi Hao| 9:45 AM|

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