Amateur Baker

Tuesday, April 7, 2009

Sometimes I think I have a vivid & wild imagination. Far too wild and vivid in fact. Being the overly sensitive pessimist that I am, I tend to think of things from the negative sides. Not only that, my stubbornness will result in me clinging to the idea for a long and almost infinite time. So much that it hurts......... it really hurts sometimes.

It's kinda ironic actually. Who would have guess that the bubbly and cheerful shi hao is actually such a worrisome and gloomy person deep down. I seriously don't know why am I typing this down right down. Recent events which I have deemed felicitous initially have suddenly taken such a sharp turn. Maybe I should just accept the fact that it's too good to be true. Afterall, what have I done to derserve such a wonderful fate?? Will history repeat itself? Cause I don't wanna hurt anymore. Things are suddenly so bleak and blurry. I just have this urge to weep right now.

Somebody help me please. Help me control my thoughts. Help me remove thoughts from my mind. Help me forget. 'Cause I wouldn't be able to last much longer :(

|Shi Hao| 4:04 PM|

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