Just felt like posting this song again. I think this is like the 4th or 5th time I've posted 'Surprise Suprise' on my blog. This song really holds special meaning to me, and I guess only Min Jie knows the reason, or maybe she has forgotten. No it's not the lyrics itself, it's just the song, the tune, and maybe the fact that it's Celine. Oh well, it's complicated, so I shan't explain, but it shall always hold a special place in my memory.... ooooo, the painful 17 days, the salvation.

 Surprise Surprise

Surprise surprise
I told you lies
I thought the truth would set you free

Surprise surprise
It isn't all as it seems
But who knew you'd wake up from your dreams

If I told you myself
Could've saved you the hell
Now look who's sorry
God I'm so sorry
It was never the right time
I guess it's do or die

Just when you think you've got me figured out
Just when you think you know me well
baby you've barely even broke the ice
My river runs wide and you're not inside
But you're closer than you were tonight

I'm a chamaleon
And every spots hiding my scars

But I will survive
Cause I'll only let you in
When I can be sure of who you are

You can call it a game
But it's me playing safe
God that's so sorry
I'm just sorry
What can I say
It's hard trying to stay alive

Just when you think you've got me figured out
Just when you think you know me well
baby you've barely even broke the ice
My river runs wide and you're not inside
But you're closer than you were, you were
Tonight, tonight, tonight

And It's in your eyes
That it's all or nothing
What I can't disguise
Is that you're on to something
if I let myself go
Will you still want me
Will I be enough
The fear of that haunts me
Cause what if you walk away

Just when you think you've got me figured out
Just when you think you know me well
baby you've barely even broke the ice
My river runs wide and you're not inside
But you're closer than you were, you were
Tonight, tonight, tonight

Just when you think you've got me figured out
Just when you think you've got me figured out
Surprise, surprise

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Busy, busy, busy. Have had too many irons in the fire lately. Work and CCA, it's kinda drivin' up the wall a little. Yeah, it's just my usual whining, but I will still do what I'm supposed to do. I signed up for all these, so I can't really complain much can I? So other than some casual and occasional whining to relieve the built in stress, there is not much I can do.

Suddenly I am reminded of something which my BMT OC said "Nothing lasts forever" Which is right, no matter how tough things may seem, they will always come to an end eventually. No matter how awful the process might be, at the end of the day, when things are finally over, all the other things will just fall back right into the right places. I quote from Yeeling's mom (She quoted from Cai Shen Jiang) “看山是山，看山不是山，看山还是山” ：） Things might seem difficult at first, but you settle them, it might not be as difficult as it seem initially.

Hold on!!! It will all pass before I know it!! *Punch fists into air*